Teachings via the path of story-telling are unique, profound and powerful in ‘shamanic cultures/traditions’, connecting to The Great Mother, the feminine strength of an earth shaman.   Throughout the years, I have shared many stories that express the earth journey and my birthing experience in BE-coming All That I Am, known as The CrystaLoveLight Process.  A very big picture and a soul travelling journey beyond the beyond, a  ‘Star Weaver’ creating pathways of Light, enabling the spirit return to where the “soul birthed in LoveLight”. 
During this month of September, between the New Moon cycle, climaxing with the Full Moon, there are several reflections to consider, the feminine energy, the shadows or darkness and the birth of a new light on the earth.  After two decades, the music of the Irish singer, ‘Enya’ has once again come back into my consciousness, a composer who also has released multiple albums. 
Recalling, remembering and sharing this particular story with a sense of a “full circle”.  The year I commenced ‘inner work’ with my first significant teacher, healer and mentor was 2000 and reflect on the words from one of Enya’s songs released in the same year, “Only Time”,  summarizing an amazing ‘soul journey’ of twenty-six years.
     “Who can say where the road goes?  Where the day flows?  Only time…
      And who can say if your love grows, as your heart chose?  Only time…”
However, two years later, the story I share is in relation to another of Enya’s songs “On My Way Home”, released in 1995 and in 2002 I had met my second significant teacher.  Both women were gifted as Channel’s and while the first, ‘starry’ in nature, also having the power gift of “clairaudience”, invited me to assist her with one of her clients while guiding me through the experience.  The first time I would “put my hands on a physical body” and being told “you have light in your hands”.  Also in one other session, she ‘channeled’ the word “gossamer”, looking it up in dictionary then shared, “this is what they want you to be called” and yet would take another eighteen months before the consciousness of this name could be embraced on every level. 
The second healer, an Earth Mother and in 2002 further “inner work”, including private sessions, also participating in regular weekly group sessions.   A “whole new world” was evolving, foundations coming into place at a rapid pace as I had resigned from a full-time music teaching career in 2001, so daily routines were a total focus including sounding with my voice, code drawing and journal writing.  Opening the conscious knowledge and yet a high percentage rate was in the subconscious mind, opening doors in ways I could not fully understand at the time.
There was a deep ‘trust in the process’ from 2000 to 2004 and definitely true in relation to the Gift of the Channel, the guidance from two significant women who had the gift, bringing a new consciousness to the planet.  Only years later would I come to understand this unique, profound and powerful gift, opening this gift in 2003, in the 7^th dimension, at the time unknown to me that it would become my own life-long journey.  
Initially following up on information given to me by a teaching colleague, introducing me to the first significant ‘healer’ one year after being back at work, following an extensive six month trip in 1998, travelling through various countries and a new conscious door had been opened.   Yet, the journey had activated so much in the subconscious, a sense of being “lost”, feeling and knowing there was more to my life. 
Memories of being lost and separated on so many levels, while working as a teacher of music and believed I would be working in until officially being able to retire, yet found myself transitioning from one path to another as a ‘healer’.  Also in 2002 I completed a course in energy work, a modality known as “Pranic Healing”, while a new understanding in knowing energy work, more so, feeling it, proved to be a door needing to be unlocked and after its completion, discovered it was not “the door”.  The teacher of the course knew my second mentor and at the end of the first weekend suggested that when I returned home, “go and knock on this woman’s door”, who happened to live in the local village just a short four minute drive from my home. 
The ‘inner work’ took on another level when asked to draw seventy + codes which surprised me and felt daunting considering I was a musician, not an artist.  Within six months the task was completed, also throughout the entire year I was sounding, day and night, especially under the stars, knowing that I was opening doors, travelling through universes, galaxies, eventually bringing through the consciousness of The Great Web. Yet, there was an even bigger picture unfolding, the overwhelming discovery came with a realization that there was not only one web but several and the ‘soul travelling’ multi-dimensional journey began, reconnecting to all that had become separate from my CrystaLoveLight Body.  The memories of the spirit (light) were being activated. Followed by the heart (love) and eventually the soul core stories.  
The language of “light” through my voice, both singing and speaking evolved, even though there were moments that the power of these sounds were mostly unknown at the time.    The sounding sessions moved far beyond the tasks given to me by any teacher to complete, but more an inner sense of knowing, an extension of codes drawn and endless writing/drawing in journals that filled a clothes cupboard.  Remembering the gifts of hearing, feeling and at times seeing the Light, creating a much bigger picture than my conscious mind could comprehend.  Not only working with one jigsaw puzzle in finding the pieces to see the complete picture but several and the words of Enya rang true, “Who can say where the road goes?....Only time”! 
The evening sounding sessions were so frequent, I knew the position of the stars, observing the milky-way, the planets, moving satellites and aware of anything new that moved in the night sky.  Over a period of twelve months, the awakened consciousness witnessed UFO’s and on another occasion, a Mother Ship from Andromeda, stationed over my house.  Banners of whales inside, being painted and taken to the local village, the direction the space ship was very slowly heading towards where a New Age Festival was being held on New Year’s Eve. 
There were no doubts in what I witnessed with my own eyes on these occasions, yet did learn quickly who I could share this information with, family, suggesting and jokingly that I had too much alcohol at the time, having stopped this intake into my physical body ten years prior.  However, the biggest surprise came from those in my ‘inner circle’ groups who asked, “why do you see all this and we don’t”?  Hence, the memories constantly activated on all levels, “we cannot speak of the Light” and “BE believed when we do speak”. However, a “Channel” requires all gifts to be in “Oneness with the soul” and only takes one to close the doors, “we cannot feel, know, hear or see the Power of the Light”.
The understanding for the younger readers of this story, who may not be so aware of the technology in this early part of the decade, having purchased a CD of Enya, an album called “The Memory of Trees” and was played on an old, medium size sound system or stereo.  There are lots of stories to share but on one particular evening I began playing the CD and immediately moved outside.  The time lapse from that moment of playing the CD to returning back into the house was approximately three hours and to my surprise the music was still coming from the machine.  Wondering why the eleven short song tracks had not stopped long before and checked that the repeat button had not been set, but was not the reason.  The particular song still playing, “On My Way Home” was the last track and noted the words.    
“I have been given one moment from heaven….
As I am walking surrounded by night….
Stars high above me make a wish under moonlight..
On my way home, I remember only good days…
On my way home, I remember every new day.
Far in the distance is my wish under moonlight”.
The words awakened my consciousness of what I had witnessed with my own eyes while outside sounding and working with the breath, (the Light) on a very dark night.  The area was a five minute drive into the small village, so there were no city, town, street or home lights that could explain the several balls of light I had witnessed and each color of the rainbow, bouncing in the distance.  The isolation of the property assured me this was not possible for human-made sources in creating the vision, not even fireworks and yet how to understand further only came after checking the lyrics from the song still playing, four words, “like angels in flight” .  The gift of feeling confirming my vision, being my dominant gift, the knowing follows with the feeling being so strong it is though the “hammer had hit the nail directly on the head” and a conscious connection to the Light through the Angelic Realm.   
 
Another strange circumstance was evident from the night’s events, after checking my phone messages, seems I had missed a call from my younger brother who lived on the west coast of Australia and I was on the east.  Calling him in a different time zone, two hours behind my state and assured me he had not tried to ring or contact  me, confirming that the events, the messages were not of this world. 
 
The Sacred Circles I began opening and facilitating in the first part of 2004, reflect a very powerful conscious element, “fire”.  The direction from which the bouncing balls of light, the Angels showed themselves to me on that amazing night were located in the north, in alignment with the ley-lines as various Light Beings/Spirits begin to travel to the earth and the Angelic Kingdom is only one.  The others include: the Animal Kingdom, the Elementals of the earth, fire, water and air.  The Divine Masters, Shaman & Earth Mother spirits from across seven continents.  Making their way through multi-dimensional realms, song-lines and vibrational frequencies, all Pathways of Light. 
Throughout these initial years, the connection to the “Dolphin Gateway”, primarily the most conscious door is in the physical feet and ‘travel’ from the Eastern direction.  While swimming, surfing and working with the ‘dolphin’ consciousness in the physical at Cape Byron, the most eastern point of the Australian coastline.  Confirmed almost a decade later, while in Hong Kong for one month and located on the Gold Coast, I discovered “Dolphin Square”. 
Opening another gateway at sunrise in the eastern direction and through all three realms assisted several people participating in “soul travelling” sessions.   
  Prior to a fire circle, whether a session or a “Fire & Earth Gifting Ceremony”, the preparation is over days on many levels and especially for those participating in person.  Hence, why so many photos and images throughout the years have captured the enormous spirit energy within the flames of these fires, all documented on the CrystaLoveLight YTube channel.   
The conscious knowledge over the past twenty + years, more so in recent times, the collective or mass consciousness holds deep subconscious stories….
       
                                  “we cannot return to where the Soul Birthed in Light” …  
 
Reflecting the inability to “go where needed” and again in the words of Enya, sending to each dear soul an abundance of CrystaLoveLight as we move towards the Full Moon of September….
 
                               “as the Light shines down on you and when the darkness falls,
                               your heart will be true…..you may rise to find the sun….
                               believe and you will find your way”.   “May It Be” 2001
 
                                 Trust  &  we  will  BE  the  way!