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Caring for Life's Journey's -
27th August 2014

The title for this "channelled" article came out of the park in Hong Kong, opposite where I was living and holding private sessions for over fifteen people during the month long stay in Sai Ying Pun. While most sessions were three hours in duration, several returned on more than once occasion over a four week period. Others however participated in "back to back" schedules, lasting six hours, reflecting the "retreat" style of The CrystaLoveLight Process and "Soul Travelling The Creation Web". Assisting souls move through all that is possible with an integration period in between.

I began to connect with the "park" consciously a few days after arriving in Hong Kong as Esther and I enjoyed an ice cream, taking a few minutes to walk the entire area, starting from the gate or entrance across the road from her apartment building. Several large "old trees" lined both sides of the park with one becoming rather significant with the "community work" that was beginning to unfold by the end of the first week. However, all had been activated several months earlier, right back in January when Esther had sent an email to me, also discussing over the phone of her move to the area.

The park consisted of a full size soccer/football area, a small school for children who were approximately four to six years of age and one other public area for children in which they could climb. Also a gathering place for mothers' or helpers to take the babies and toddlers once the older children were in school. The other significant building in the park was a shed, revealing nothing much above ground except that it was possibly the entrance to a construction site for a new MTR or railway station. Therefore, one could only comprehend the activity below the surface! Besides the usual logo for the MTR's in Hong Kong, the message that I finally began to connect with on the wall of this building was the phrase, "Caring for Life's Journey's". I realised after a few weeks that the phrase was going to be the title of my next article, believing I would begin to write while in Hong Kong, however, the "bigger picture" was yet to unfold and be completed until well into the fourth week. The final week of a month long visit!

The apartment in which I was living and holding private sessions gave me an "overview", a "bird's eye view" of the park from the twentieth floor, also of the harbour a little further away caught in between several tall buildings, each a spectacular "light" show at night. The park was the gathering place for many local residents some moving in as dawn broke, preparing for the daily ritual which seemed to be the practice of "tai chi". The largest group consisted of approximately thirty to forty people, at one end of the sports field while others from four to a dozen gathered in various areas around the park. Individuals were all participating in various forms of exercise as well, however, one man was a regular who just sat and enjoyed taking in food each morning. Another younger woman was caring for an older woman and I wondered what the relationship was, "a helper, daughter" or both? The daily activities brought people together, except when the weather disrupted the events as occurred with a day of torrential rain.

I arrived in Hong Kong as a typhoon was in full flight some two hundred k's closer to the Philippines! The effects still felt, for one moment the calm clear conditions changed to howling winds and rain. A challenging time making one's way home, by foot or any other means of transport! Other than a couple of "rain storms" the weather for most of the month was hot, humid and therefore I ventured into the busy public swimming pool on three occasions, mostly to integrate by moving the "energy" quickly before returning to the busy schedule. I also found myself at the beach on Lamma Is! The first day was a necessary trip on my own, beginning to tune into all that was to unfold for the conscious "water healing" day with a group, followed by the Full Moon Ceremony.

On that first visit I also was not aware that another private session, a "water conscious healing" day would be held towards the end of my fourth week. By then, I would be inviting those who could hold the "space" and all that was needed for the soul with whom we would be assisting through this conscious session over several hours. My visit to Lamma also gave me the opportunity to purchase three new sarongs, necessary tools for consciously working with the "light' in any session.

Arriving on a Thursday night, the first day of private sessions began on the Friday and Saturday, while Sunday afternoon was dedicated to a more physical conscious "soul travelling" session, visiting the Crystal Shops at Yau Ma Tei. A "gifted" session assisting me and those who were participating begin the month long journey of "travelling" through various vibrational frequencies, known as Songlines and other conscious pathways of "light"!

However, it was the final hour of a private session of six hours with Sylvia, four days later that began a significant journey in which the park across the road would be a story to tell. Sylvia and I have been working together for several years and after five hours, believed the guidance to walk through the park was simply a time of integration. Ensuring Sylvia had grounded sufficiently while still in my vibration, otherwise it would take much longer and be challenging to "hold" her expanded "energy" once she had left to return home. Not only once did we walk around the park but two and a half times, during which I had noticed the circular area with a large tree in the middle and thought, "we will be going in there at some stage" and we did, sitting at one of the small round tables.

Around the base of a large tree was a green hedge, a hand span in height and a circular seat as well. There were several other small tables with two seats in the same area and while sitting I felt the sharpest pain on the right side of my chest. I shared this with Sylivia and asked "is this mine"? During sessions I "feel" everything that is "channelling" through me and wondered if it was "energy" from the session or if it was a "collective" memory coming through. I asked to be given a moment to tune in, waiting for the clue and the word I heard was "people". I began scanning the young people playing on the sports field, those exercising that I had become aware of and who were, in turn, conscious of us both, but no one resonated.

I waited quietly once again and within seconds the building behind me on the other side of the street, the main road going from east to west! The name, High Street was well known in the area and the building had a history. Someone was trying to get my attention and they certainly did, but this time it was not human but from the "spirit" worlds. The consciousness of what was now a "community centre" was not even a consideration to be pondered at the end of a six hour private session. Since I began writing this story, I opened the email Esther had sent in January which described her new space: "The new flat has a beautiful view from the 20th floor that looks onto a big park, has great light and it's almost like the landscape cradles the flat. I actually wanted another apartment on the street higher from where this flat is, but someone beat me to it and this one is a bit cheaper.

The weirdest thing is, the apartment is diagonally across from a very "haunted" ex-mental hospital/old government building/ex Japanese execution site that was converted into a public space and I am totally spooking myself out over it because I didn't even realize until I looked again after the contract was signed. So I'm just trying not to scare myself because I live by myself and I'll have to walk by it probably everyday! So I guess this means I'll be doing some work surrounding this? Sai Ying Pun is one of the oldest areas of HK actually.

Anyways, the view of the park is great and I'm just wondering what this is all about! I've just been following my intuition and seeing where it leads though it is scary renting an expensive apartment in an area I've never lived or known about before. It feels very adventurous though and it's almost like I feel I have to propel myself forward towards this sort of lifestyle change/renewal ... and that I have to start living a bit more and enjoying myself and my space. I really wonder where all this is going to go!"

My response to her move was exciting for I knew Esther's old area well, having worked there during my previous visit to Hong Kong, two years prior. However, what had been activated in the consciousness was also the beginning of something in the deep subconsciousness as I asked Esther to "email me the exact address. I will have a look at where you are going on Google map". The guidance I hope would assist Esther, also emailed back to her in January 2014, was in relation to the "fear, superstition and the collective of both", all very real.

"Regarding the 'energy' around you with the ("haunted" ex-mental hospital/old government building/ex Japanese execution site) there are areas in cities as well as out in the country which are obvious in what they are possibly still holding and this could be one of them. Those that are not so obvious can be more challenging. I suggest you begin with your own new flat, again all part of your learning and be totally guided. Set your intention with it all before you even move in. Once in and any physical cleaning that may need to be done, even if spotless, it is about putting your 'energy' into it all, then be guided as to which crystals go where, in every room. It would be challenging to work with such an 'energy' nearby, so therefore necessary to anchor your own vibration in the dimension your physical body is holding.

Only then can you be guided how and when to work with outside "energies". It is similar to situations when living next door or near a cemetery. We create and assist both the physically living and the dead find their way to the 'Light'. Lost souls have become separate from their spirit, 'living or dead,' therefore "portals" need to be opened so they can 'travel'! This will not happen fully in your first working with this, but all 'spirits' (living and dead) will be attracted to your LoveLight vibration, just like bees to honey or a magnet effect, so they will need to have somewhere to go.

Any fear you may be holding in regards to this 'conscious energy' nearby will be re-patterned as you do the work in your own space. I recently worked with a memory "if I was ready for who may walk through the door" and that was regarding souls who are still in the physical. Who and what was going to be asked of me? So I understand a similar energy coming from such an old institution! Also from what I have seen in movies and documentaries regarding the Japanese during the Second World War, they were brutal with no regard for prisoners on any level. Hence, why the need to work with your own space first! When I lived in Bangalow in the early days of my 'channel' opening, I was very conscious of what I was doing with assisting the 'spirit' world, not so much where I am living now except when a "spirit" comes in for the a client. The soul or souls who may need assistance may be in either the physical or in the 'etheric spirit' world.

Anyway for now, I hope this has assisted you be a little more conscious of how to work with it all?'

During the following week in Hong Kong I began to research beyond what I was continuing to hear through Esther and it seems that every taxi driver knew about High Street as the place of the "haunted" building. So I checked out several internet sites: "Tales of ghostly sightings were spread since it was abandoned in the 1970s. Therefore, it is known as "High Street Ghost House" or Haunted House in High Street. This building became the haunt of curious teenagers and drug addicts who used the methadone clinic nearby before the reconstruction, because the building remained unoccupied for 20 years from 1970s". (Wikipedia)

Did I really want to go there? The pain in my chest said "yes", while other parts of me were saying "no"! Even the internet had the building rated as one of several around the world with such a reputation. Over the weeks I also noticed people burning fires in the street and a brief comment from Esther regarding the practice I immediately disconnected from taking on any of the "collective" fears, beliefs and superstition regarding the "spirit" world. I also became aware through my net searching of the school next to the Community Centre and on further investigation discovered its history as well. The word that caught my attention was "orphanage" with the sign still on the street indicating this even though it no longer existed as a place that also would have held huge stories and memories of "separation". This was the community surroundings in which I was connecting and working with "energies" on many levels of consciousness as well as what was still held deep in the subconscious!


Community Service Work


Entering the park with the intention of completing a six hour session soon became "service" work and once Sylvia and I walked through some of the 'energy' of the session, physically, all was ready to be taken to another level, simply because we could. Before I felt the sharp pain in my chest, leading me to being consciously tuning into the "Community Centre", I had a sense the tree in the circular courtyard was a "portal, a gateway". Usually with no other reason than to open it both etherically and consciously through the physical! The souls from the spirit world had got my attention that I could not ignore.

"Service work" assists re-patterning any memory, but in particular "the abuse of power"! Held through the conscious realms, starry, earth, water and eventually all three! Whatever type of "service" work is undertaken in the consciousness, there will be something sitting in the subconscious, for as a "channel" one leads to the other. Whatever a soul is drawn too will have some element of "healing", not only for the children, animals, the elderly, the environment or more, there will be much learning to come as well.

As a teacher for almost thirty years in various government and catholic institutions, I have pursued through my own "inner journey" of healing the story of my own "power abuse", both towards me and in relation to others, in particular "the children who were my students". The "orphanage" was very much in my consciousness as a child and teenager, as such an institution was in my community and all the local catholic children attended the school up until the age of twelve. The "abuse of power" is also not only personal, but "collective"! Regarding a hospital for the mentally ill, there would have been an imbalance of "power" between the doctors, nurses and patients. Also the Japanese army would have had all the "power" in relation to their prisoners until the end of the war. Why would these circumstances throughout history have anything to do with me and the group now consciously connecting to and engaging in such "service work"?

Sylvia had three small crystals and I guided her to place them on the seat around the tree. The gateways began to open with my sounding and our intentions, enabling the souls to begin "travelling" where needed. The three crystals all had a particular door to open, one in particular etherically taking me into the building! The windows were being opened, but not in a calm easy way but were being shattered, ensuring that they never be closed or even locked again. The etheric "light" began entering the building! I am aware that this was all occurring in a dimension that would not have been worked with before and the time frame for our work was one hour. Finally I asked how to "see" and understand what was occurring and saw all etheric souls or spirits as angels, on the move. I sensed it was not complete as we were only working consciously with the "light" and would be the initial stage of any session, short or long term. The activations, set in motion, would have been enormous on this scale regarding the physical area in which we had begun the work.

The initial stage of the "journey" throughout the weeks to follow as my own vibration continued to expand through the 9th dimension, enabling myself and others hold all the LoveLight necessary as a very conscious door was opening. The group sessions in the day and weeks to follow would reveal who could and wished to take this story to it completion. Work commitments were to be considered, but also other levels of consciousness and what was held in the subconscious would hold both a "personal and collective" story!

The following morning, after the private session, I was standing at the gate on the street of our apartment block, speaking with Esther before she headed off for the day and she indicated that there was already a different energy around the building. While I could not "see", through my "knowing" I was aware of the beam of "white light", streaming through the top of the building and etheric "spirits" where hovering around the area. Waiting, as some would have been apprehensive of moving through the "portal or gateways of light" until the "love" could be held, all in "divine time"!

Over the next two weeks I had tuned into the park as well as the Community Centre but with no resonance. During those weeks however, I was searching the internet to gain another level of historical facts as well as the "energy" of others writing about such places. Into the third week of my stay in Hong Kong, I had yet another brief window to "catch my breath", integrate, which meant washing, ironing, catching up with emails and meditating. The morning therefore disappeared and by the time I decided to go to the pool for the necessary as well as essential exercise with all the "energy" work, it was 4.30pm. The pool closed for an hour at 5 so I was told to come back at 6pm. I knew I only needed thirty minutes in the water but had to "let go" of that happening so began walking back up Eastern Street, towards High Street. The walk as usual moved the "energy" enough and I began wondering if I was now being guided to connect physically with the Community Centre. I had been avoiding going into the building, also because my schedule was very full, but now it seemed to be the time!

I continued to walk past the Centre, checking out consciously the methadone clinic at the end of Eastern Street and across the street was the school, right next to the Community Centre. I walked up High Street and found the main entrance into the Centre and the older façade was impressive. Having been destroyed by fire, twice, the internal structure was completely rebuilt. I "felt" into the energy and it all seemed "light". A second time I walked through the building, out onto the street and came to the school and clinic from a different direction. At that moment I saw the sign, "the diocesan school and orphanage". Initially a school for girls, then became an orphanage for boys! Owned and run by the Anglican Church, my thoughts considered the reputation of many such institutions around the world as places of "abuse" on all levels. Although I had found no information to justify my thoughts and "feelings"!

Following the first conscious night's work in the park, I spoke about the work with the Community Centre in the group sessions, raising the consciousness as well as activating all that was necessary for those who would be able and ready to assist, once the time was set. While several were able to connect from a distance, there were four, Wynnie, County, Esther and myself who would hold the physical space in the end. Stephenie, the owner of a vegetarian café just down a couple of streets, called "living light", also was very much connected to the "energy", having worked together over several years, on one occasion a weekend live-in retreat. We were generously provided with free food which was taken back to the apartment, for once I had sustained myself, also assisting with grounding my energy, the "doors would begin to open" and I would receive the messages, insights of how the night would unfold. Except for Esther who was still making her way home from work, Wynnie, County and myself meet at the café at 6pm to collect the food. Stephenie told me she would also be playing mantra sounds in her café until she closed at around 9.30pm.

A matter of co-incidence how it was all coming together, all part of the "flow"! Those assisting in the consciousness of the "service" work with me for the first time were discovering how I work as a "shaman and earth mother". Fully in the "zone of my channel", for the first time in the park as well as two group sessions on the beach, I was not concerned for those assisting me being watched, at times with "superstition". This had been a factor with other outdoor work in the past and another level of activation occurring. While I knew about the building's history, and the common knowledge that it was "haunted", this was definitely not in my consciousness as I entered the park on that Thursday in my first week. I simply got the message while finishing an extensive long session, "go to the park"! Trusting this guidance in how I would be completing the hours of work with Sylvia, indeed as on previous occasions, shown to me once out of the space where the initial session had taken place. The period of integration I had anticipated was definitely not how I expected what eventually unfolded that night and throughout the weeks to follow.

On the Wednesday of my final week, the night chosen for our gathering to complete the "community work", the weather was a challenge and I wondered if we were going to be asked to venture out into a "rain storm", but again remembering to "trust"! We began the session indoors, in the apartment following our delicious food! Esther returned home and through sounding from each soul as well as the sounds of the "drum" for around twenty minutes, all reflecting and "remembering the heartbeat of the Mother". To my surprise when I opened my eyes at the end of the sounding, I discovered the clouds were parting and the sky clear. As we began the session I kept "seeing" the Japanese soldiers who had occupied Hong Kong and remembered the building had been a place of execution. However, I shared with the group it was not necessary to go into the "horror" story but to hold the LoveLight for the souls we were now assisting! The drama and emotion can be so easily "hooked" into, therefore taking up unnecessary time as well as "pull" any participating individual out of their "channel" if holding any part of the "separation" story we are connecting too! All being supported and moved through because of the "group consciousness" in working with the "collective"!

No doubt the word "torture" could also be a factor on many levels where the "spirit" disconnects from the heart, implying that many, living and dead are "tortured souls". Not just the prisoners of war but the "separation" of many crystal bodies or parts of a mentally ill person! Whether drug or medically induced, even held in the genetic line, there is a fine line between being psychic and having this fully grounded, integrated or psychotic where the gifts open to fast too soon! I did hear a story from someone that many of the patients in the hospital were "trapped" for they were considered "mad" when in fact it was not the case. Just "gifted"!

The history of the Community Centre, initially built in 1892, did not become a mental hospital for females until 1947. It was the only one of its type in the city when the population in Hong Kong was one and a half million. Now it is just over seven! The building continued to function as such until the Castle Peak Mental Hospital opened in 1961. Over the next decade until 1971 it was switched back to a day treatment centre for psychiatric out-patients. The building remained unoccupied for another two decades, fell into disrepair until the government decided to restore it in the 1990's.

The final stage of our "community work" was to take place in the park itself, however before leaving the comfort of the apartment, I asked, as I do in all sessions, if anyone wanted to share or ask a question! Esther responded, "how will we know when the work is complete"? My "channeled response to her came in these words, "when we are not activated by all that we hear, feel, see and know from people in the community"! While we can shift and re-pattern our own CrystaLoveLight Body through several vibrational frequencies and dimensions, lifting beyond where deep subconscious "fears and beliefs" held by many people, personally, it is indeed another bigger "playing field" to be working with the "collective consciousness". The confirmation comes when I can hold the LoveLight within myself! Therefore not being "hooked" into the lower dimensions and pulled "out of my channel of light". Possible when the CrystaLoveLight has been fully birthed, anchored and integrated in the I Am Body. Through all vibrational frequencies within the dimension held by all etheric bodies and the most conscious door of all, the physical!

Assisting souls who are "in spirit" only, whatever the circumstances of their death and why they are unable to go to the "light", is about working with the "unknown, unseen", two of the Gifts of the I Am! Therefore, the etheric crystal bodies, the spiritual, mental, emotional, disempowered feminine, held in this story through the mentally ill, as well the disempowered masculine of many prisoners of war and some women, all "stuck" in multi-dimensional realms, unable to move or "travel". Hence the nature of The CrystaLoveLight Process, being able to "soul travel" and assist one go, wherever needed, all due to the "group consciousness". In turn, I and other souls are able to "soul travel" and reconnect to Source, All That Is!

Guided to take Esther, Wynnie and County into the park, something I never thought possible due to the weather just one hour earlier, describing the rain as "torrential". Taking one crystal each, we reached the entrance to the park and I asked Esther and County to walk to the left, while Wynnie and I stepped off to the right, meeting at the "portal", the tree. Reminding and remembering that the "light" was now anchoring through our "feet"! The "dolphin gateway", the "spirit/breath" reconnecting through the "Crystal Heart of the Mother", Gaia! Each of the crystals were placed at four points, representing the directions, north, south, east and west! The CrystaLoveLight was coming together and was fully anchored through the Songlines, having travelled through the starry "spheres" and now into the Lei Lines through the physical roots of the tree. The group holding the space now reconnecting through and becoming "One" with the "portal", a very large tree in the physical, but "etherically", the tree as well as the group were now fully expanded beyond the circular area in which we were standing!


The consciousness awakening can be one of empowerment or continue to hold an element of superstition, fear and beliefs surrounding working with the "spirit" world. Why was I on this journey with this group of people! Initially I was mostly working in the subconscious around and within a culture I found myself during this particular month. Witnessing people burning small fires in the streets, initially, as I was on my own thought it was someone burning rubbish or papers! Discovering that it was a Chinese tradition during the lunar month of July, was also known as the "ghost month"! Again, was it such a co-incidence that all this was focussed around the Full Moon in the western month of August? In the process of planning my trip to Hong Kong, encouraged by Esther to hold a beach session at Lamma, followed by a ceremony, I immediately checked the date of the Full Moon and was not conscious at the time that it was to be yet another "super moon" for the year. What a "super time" and I thank all who walked with me through this amazing time frame of consciousness!

Working with the "spirit" world is not for everyone. Three reasons:

1.The dimensions in which the "spirits" are unable to move beyond or stuck in, is being "hooked" into by the very people trying to move them on to the "light"!

2.Those who "think" they can work with these "lost souls" from the "spirit worlds" because they are "light workers" or are part of the culture, religious connections or more, however, have not fully birthed, anchored nor fully integrated the "LoveLight" of their I Am Body, necessary to "hold" both.

3.Opening "portals" or gateways is being able to "unlock" the doors necessary for all to "travel"! A personal journey for all souls but in the end is very much part of the "group consciousness" leading to the Oneness of All That Is! The "Source" from where my soul initially birthed and to which I can return!

I Am Because of All That Is! Yet some level of "separation" is experienced by all souls in both the "spirit" world as well as those physically walking the "earth" also "lost" and stuck! Hence my own "inner journey" continues, only then can I consider assisting another!

My journey with the Community Centre in Hong Kong, as well as with Esther and the others involved consciously, including those from a distance, all represented as well as assisted the "collective" of what was held in this very "water conscious" island. The "fear and beliefs" of a deeply ingrained culture that the younger generation are moving away from, mostly because many are working with and bringing through a "new consciousness" within new dimensions birthed and anchored in their I Am Body. Of course this is happening in every country with those, young and old who are finding new ways of working with "old school belief" systems that do not serve nor sit in the new consciousness. Therefore the "teachings" cannot hold the same "energy" as in other dimensions!

Speaking about the "Oneness" is not a concept that can be tossed around as other terms have been in the past, "the spiritual path or unconditional love" for example. But to truly embrace all that is "separate" on whatever level of consciousness begins with my own personal journey of "awakening" and when in a place where I can hold the CrystaLoveLight both, the "collective" is able to be moved through! Opening the "etheric" doors is about opening the "physical' to the "Love" and the "Light", working with both through Sacred, Sound, Writing and Drawing Codes, all assisting to open the "Channel of LoveLight" through various levels and stages of consciousness.

However, where does one begin? Firstly, opening the blinds in our own "heart", house & home! All that can be "seen, felt, heard and known" is not possible for many souls because the 'heart (love) is separate to the spirit (light)'. The memories or stories of the "earth, water and starry" realms hold much deep in the subconscious, however, it is with the consciousness that one begins. Assisting another "open the door" implies it has already been "unlocked"! Only then can the windows be accessed, "letting in the light" as well as the air, the "breath of life", necessary for any mother in the birthing of a new born. Through The CrystaLoveLight Process, all the Gifts of the I Am birth and a "Channel of LoveLight" is born!

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