Motherhood & Children
Since 2007 I have been consciously working with children, through all stages from birth onwards and while mostly with the mother on board, there have been occasions with both parents 'soul travelling' together. However, for the first time recently, I had the new experience and learning when a dad brought his seven year old daughter for an overnight "live-in" retreat. The sense of responsibility on my part with souls of any age is enormous, also is the total trust for all participating as necessary activations begin the "soul travelling" journey.
The intensity is felt as a significant etheric door opens, in particular the emotional body and therefore the 'feeling' gift or clair sentience as well. While it is relatively easy for most people to feel the love around babies and children, The CrystaLoveLight Process activates the deep subconscious parts of the crystal body, unable to feel the love, therefore, missing the full potential of feeling the power of the light. Hence, the first conscious understanding of the "separation story"! Many participants can relate to this story through divorce or splitting up from their partner. However, deep in the subconscious there are many more layers, activated in the most unlikely circumstances and often when least expected. All part of the soul's learning for this lifetime!
A high percentage of parents have a great desire and work very hard in giving their children the best, on many levels that will assist them as they find their way on the planet. The nurturing, guidance and protection is a lifelong commitment for a son or daughter, who 'never really leaves home', whatever the circumstances, for indeed, the "heart of the mother" is far beyond the consciousness! The responsibility in assisting a child become independent, allows them to reach the potential through all their gifts, awakening talent that may be in their DNA, within the community and their conscious physical environment in which they live. Discovering one's gifts is rewarding and has a sense of achievement. However, to be encouraged and supported in all that one aspires to, may be clouded by experiences or memories which do not allow one to move forward, whatever the age!
Through The CrystaLoveLight Process, I have come to recognise that everyone is my "son or daughter". The lifelong dedication, like any parent, mother and father, through this "process" is beyond the conscious physical birthing. A tremendous privilege and honour indeed, holding the love as well as the light through the very broad term, "motherhood". However, I too share the challenges as many parents experience, all part of the journey, for some beginning within the first hours of life outside the womb, others who are 60+ and many more in between. Age is no barrier when discovering and working through all that is held regarding the memories of the "inner child". Almost a decade ago now, while on a ten day retreat, the term or role as a "spiritual midwife" came into my consciousness. The point being, that souls would birth the gifts necessary to assist them on their life's journey.
While coming from a formal 'teaching' career, I am reminded that the primary and initial teacher is 'the mother'. The knowing gift that is innate and the intuitiveness, held in the mother for her baby is often disregarded, dishonoured, therefore, not acknowledged and may become a disempowering experience. The instinctive 'knowing or feeling' is just part of the potential in opening the "gift of channelling". The Gifts of I Am, seeing and particularly hearing, are very challenging in connecting with fully because of the numerous distractions, often imposing from all directions. The time frame with regard to the care of young children, work schedules, social engagements, including social networks and the overuse of the internet, all add up to possibly 'missing' the signs along the way of what I need to 'know, see and hear' NOW. Then, even if we do know, feel, see and hear, the memory of distrusting the messages or believing is another possibility. The balance comes with the flow between the heart and the head and assists the gift of feeling for adults as well as children.
There are several women who I have assisted throughout the past decade that have not physically birthed in this lifetime, nor have they adopted or fostered children, yet hold the gift of "motherhood"! However, the challenge for any woman, whatever the circumstances around children, myself included, may hold a memory of "not being able to birth"! The memory goes far beyond the physical reality indeed! Within my own family, I am aware that in years past, I have been looked upon as lacking the experience of all that is natural and unique in the physical birthing process! There was a sense in my young adult years that I was missing something very significant in relationship with my own mother. A link from mother to daughter, through the grandchildren, as both sisters shared the experience and often dominated all conversation with our mother as they birthed their own children.
However, that has changed and now the consciousness of my "inner channelled" work for more than a decade, has shifted greatly among the mothers and fathers in my family. I do believe there is still a perception that more compassion and understanding may be offered to a soul simply because the experience has been shared. Life experiences are the stories of a soul, held in the consciousness! My own experience, through The CrystaLoveLight Process, has given me the ability to sit with another sharing their story, whether I may or may not be able to relate fully through personal experience. The re-patterning necessary through all bodies, etheric and physical, enables one to not only hold the 'love and the light' both for another, but assist a soul, broken, shattered or crushed through the heart, spirit or both. Only then can a soul move through all the multi-layered and multi-dimensional aspects of the 'separation' story'.
The re-patterning "process" takes place "within", through intense dedicated "inner channelled" work, lessening the potential of being hooked into the drama of another soul, their emotions, mental excuses around time and other people in regards to blame, guilt, shame and more. Also fears and old school belief systems, often held in the spiritual body are keys for a therapist/healer becoming very tired, a feeling of heaviness and a sense of being drained as the 'hearing' gift is constantly bombarded by a 'cracked' record, stuck on the same track. The "channel" is not fully open, therefore, "letting go" is challenging!
Sessions with women, who have birthed children in this lifetime, may also hold deep within their subconscious heart, or spirit, that they "cannot be a mother". An unbelievable and surprising memory for some mothers, especially as the opposite is observed and perceived to be the case in the physical consciousness. Where does this sit in the physical body and how has it manifested through her children, circumstances and other significant adults? The "separation story" or memory held by most mothers is the fear and belief that they will "loose their child or children". If any part of this memory is held within the subconscious, it will be activated every time the media reports a missing child. Those who I am currently assisting and have walked the path of the court system when a mother is seeking custody of a child or children and to what percentage will be decided.
These are very real stories occurring on a daily basis and the emotional body is locked in fear and disbelief that their children are being "separated". An overwhelming feeling of death for parents who are shattered, broken and crushed have the extreme physical experience regarding anyone of their children, whatever their age and circumstances. However, there is an etheric element that the child and parent are unable to relate while living physically together in the same house. The sense of both physical and etheric must be considered through all that is manifesting and ask, "where it that coming from"? The relationship with the child, their health and ability to find and walk the path that brings through the potential of all their gifts, is the wish, desire and intention for the majority of significant adults in a young and not so young life.
Throughout the years I have also assisted a number of men understand their own separation story from the mother. Therefore, another separation story, from the feminine! Every soul has some level of this story within, however the relationship may or may not be conscious in regard to the biological mother, nor their partner. Understanding more fully the term "earth mother" is equal to and means one and the same as "shaman". However, "earth mother" does not imply that THE MOTHER connections are conscious and of the physical, but also held in the 'water and starry' realms. The great cosmos, eternity and All THAT IS! The ability or gift to 'travel' through all that pertains to "the mother", eventually leads to the 'oneness', The Source or God connection in which I Am All That I Am. The physical birth of a new baby is the next stage of a journey to BE "All that I Am" on this earth. So too, through The CrystaLoveLight Process, the 'channel' is opened with potential of "remembering" all the Gifts of the I Am.
The 'spiritual body' may hold a belief or teaching that "God is masculine", therefore hold much fear for many women through their disempowering experiences. However, the sense of Oneness is the coming together of the masculine, feminine and all other etheric bodies, therefore there is and can be no "separation". The alignment coming in as a vibrational frequency of my soul, is the 'channel' of LoveLight both, finally birthed and anchored through the physical body, the most conscious door of all.
Individual souls who are able to sit comfortably with the gender of their own physical body, have a balance and flow of all etheric crystal bodies, equally holding what is understood as 'the mother' energy. The etheric bodies of the masculine and feminine, also the spiritual, mental and emotional are to be harmonious, therefore working together within each person, man or woman. The balance is one sided when the feminine is dominant over the masculine and vice versa. Furthermore, grief and despair may be held in the emotional body, fears and old school beliefs in the spiritual body, and the mind so disconnected from the heart, usually at the throat, then I know there is more "inner channelled" work to be done. Possibly reflected or mirrored in ones partner and whether the relationship is heterosexual or of the same gender, it is not relevant. What is important is the balance within me, allowing All That I Am through which the 'channel' of LoveLight flows through all relationships, impacts on health matters and the sense of fulfilment in my life which assists all who are unable to reach this place themselves.
The 'channel' opens through various doors and the conscious tools to assist this "process" are 'sacred sound and codes''. Also, 'crystals' and 'light' through several frequencies of vibration are all physical as well etheric! The children with whom I have been assisting intensely over the years, take to all this and more very easily, therefore very quickly. Playing various percussive instruments to activate the codes (made with stickers), also crystals, the doorways for 'soul travelling' the "inner worlds" of the earth, starry and water pathways of "light". The soft toys which fill my space activate the higher conscious crystal bodies, multi-dimensional in nature and "door keepers", keys for unlocking a particular gift or more in seeing, hearing, knowing and feeling. Once one door is unlocked and opened, the journey begins and eventually, their gift of 'channelling' the LoveLight is not something they need to think about or analyse.
Indeed, to be like a 'little' child is the learning they bring to the planet where all just IS when they too can hold the LoveLight both fully and 'channel' their own I Am Body! The power of the Love and the Light is their gift coming from Source, All That Is! Just because they are children, they are no less powerful souls in their knowing, feeling, hearing and seeing! The learning continues through these souls as they have the gift of being able to "let go" and 'channel' from beyond the consciousness. It is from this place, the void where memories through each gift are held, feeling lost, alone, unsafe, an inability to know the light and more, all that fails to serve them through their parents, grandparents and the "bigger picture", THE COLLECTIVE. In writing about the children, I connect with all that is possibly still sitting and held deep with my subconscious that pertains to my own 'inner child'.
Last year I wrote a story for one of my young children, Jack, to assist with the memory of not "feeling safe" on the earth and in conversation with his mother on the phone regarding Jack's behaviour, in particular with other children, I saw the memory. The story I wrote came from this phone call and was read to him on several occasions as a bedtime story. My young client is very much a "shaman" therefore holds all that pertains to "the mother". The story, "Crystal Garden" can be found on my website! Click on "Channelled Articles". The power of "writing" is a significant part in the Teaching "process" for the Gift of "Channelling"!