The stories shared through my website continue to reflect the “journey of the mother”. The teaching of the CrystaLoveLight Process is primarily to “open” the Gift, not as a clairvoyant, or through clair audience, clair sentience and the wisdom beyond the consciousness, but of being a “Channel of CrystaLoveLight! All four gifts mentioned are necessary doors for both the physical and etheric in bringing this gift through fully.
Over the past decade, I have learnt much from my own family and am in deep gratitude for all that has come to pass in remembering the gifts of the “I Am”. The transformation of being able to see, hear, know and feel the love, then fully birthing the light through the dimensions of which I am now conscious throughout this journey is The CrystaLoveLight Process.
In mid July, 2013, I travelled three hours south by car to connect with family in celebrating the life and death of my eldest nephew. The days were filled with much emotion and members of our very large extended family attended a full requiem Catholic mass. I was very conscious of holding the LoveLight for all, in particular for my forty two year old deceased nephew his mother, brother, sister and law and their son.
I was warmly welcomed to stay with one of my two sisters, Tricia and her husband David on their twenty five acre property out of the large country town of Grafton. The day following the funeral, I offered and facilitated individual “soul travelling” sessions. The massage table was set up in a spare room, also the space where Tricia’s only grandchild Taj, stored his toys.
The story I share with you in in particualr regard to my niece, Candice and at the time Taj was just three and a half years of age. However, my connection with Taj began some years prior surrounding the circumstances of his birth. “Remembering the Heart Beat of The Mother” is another story when Taj’s mother, Candice and her boss of a retail clothing store in Grafton, had travelled to the Gold Coast, my home and base for several years now. After the first day sitting and meeting with several clothing distributors in buying, also exchanging products, Candice was experiencing pain in her lower back, enough for her boss (a mother of three) to encourage her to go to the hospital. By the end of the day, Candice had given birth to Taj, eight weeks early and after one night in hospital, came to live with me for two weeks while her baby boy was kept in a special isolated ward of the maternity hospital. The parents had no restrictions regarding visiting rights but everyone else did! Despite a few anxious moments, Taj was flown back to Grafton, warmly welcomed by the nursing staff back in his home town where he would spend just one more week before finally going home.
The day after my nephew’s funeral service, Candice, her husband and Taj came to visit. It was a cold day being the middle of our winter and to add to it all, some rain was falling. We all stayed indoors with lots of toys to assist keeping Taj happy and busy. Between his grandmother and myself, we spent hours playing with Taj. I noticed, as I do with all children, just how comfortable Taj was with me, compared to the previous Christmas time, in January, shifting again when I had previously visited in March, just four months earlier. During the morning I facilitated a three session with Tricia’s sister in law and in the afternoon Candice took up the offer as well.
I had explained to Tricia just days before how I worked with mothers and their little ones. Therefore, there was no need to keep Taj out of the room if he wanted to come and go as necessary. I knew my sessions were about reconnecting with The Mother and also being a ‘channel’ it was about ‘trusting the flow’ of all that unfolded, so he would not disturb me in any way! After a solid hour of working with Candice, she was surprised as I, how she was able and capable of lying face down on the table considering she was due to have her second baby in four months time. Also that she was able to “soul travel”, fully going ‘out’ while in this position.
The whole house was very quiet for Candice’s session as Tricia and her sister in law had taken Taj for a walk. While the door to the room in which I was working was closed, however, could hear after one hour or so that the walkers had returned. At that moment I asked Candice to lie on her back and later she told me how an intense heat had moved through her body just before she rolled over. Candice was ready and comfortable for the next stage or vibrational shift of the ‘soul travelling journey’. Within a few minutes I heard a little knock and just before I moved to open the door I heard the words, ‘it’s me, Lainey’, Taj’. ‘Lainey’ is an affectionate name that my nieces and nephews have come to refer to me, twenty years ago or more, when they were little and trying to pronounce names. Now this family connection has been passed onto their children as well.
After opening the door, I picked Taj up and asked if he had a good walk with Nanny? I found out later he had been put in his pram and had slept for part of his journey, just like his mother during the first hour! Taj asked me what his mother was doing and I said, ‘having a little rest, was that OK?’ He nodded, than I put him back down on the ground, suggesting he return to nanny, he left the room and I closed the door. I also found out later that upon returning to the house, Taj had asked where his mother was and Tricia told him that his mother was with me. His grandmother had also told him if he wanted to see where his mother was just to knock on the door. Any part of the “separation” story between mother and child is not only etheric but also physical, therefore essential in ensuring Taj could come anytime in connecting with his mother in the consciousness of it all, considering the deep subconscious sensitivity of the ‘energies at work’.
Following the first encounter with Taj coming into the room with his mother, it was to be approximately another ten to fifteen minutes later when I heard him hopping down the hall. The door was closed and I heard his voice, much stronger than the first encounter, “Lainey” he said, “it’s Mr Kangaroo”. Candice had her eyes closed but the words Taj spoke and how it sounded made us both look at each other and smile. I opened the door making the sounds of ‘Skippy’! This time when he came into the room I asked him to put his hands on Candice’s feet and blow like the wind. His hands were very cold and I held them while he was holding onto his mother’s feet. Candice began to travel again, struggling to keep her eyes open while Taj was in the room. I asked Taj, without hesitation, to hop all the way back down the hall to nanny and immediately he turned and hopped out of the room! Again, I closed the door behind him! The consciousness of the ‘kangaroo’ had come through his earlier walk with his grandmother. Taj had seen a dead kangaroo on the side of the road before going to sleep in his pram. Often kangaroos are victims of “road kill” and Taj would have gone to sleep with this in his consciousness. Also the animal had been on the side of the road for a few days so Taj remembered the smell.
Following this second encounter with Taj and his mother, I closed the door again and Candice’s session was finally coming to a conclusion after two hours. Her ‘Soul Travelling’ journey was completing and the process of gradually bringing her fully into the physical space and her body was beginning to take place when Taj knocked on the door for the third time. However, this time he was not alone, “Lainey, it’s Taj and Nanny”! Taj came in with my sister but she did not stay as there was not a great deal of room to stand as Candice was now sitting on a chair. Taj connected with his mother as I encouraged him to give Candice a big hug. Candice moved out of the room, a time necessary for her to ground by walking around, connecting with the other adults, integrating through eating and adjusting to the expansion of her own CrystaLoveLight Body vibration.
During this fifteen to twenty minute time frame, I stayed with Taj in the vibration of the space and continued to play with him. I created a tunnel under the massage table with the large blanket which reached all the way to the floor on both sides which he could crawl through easily. Taj had one toy bus and I the other and the tunnel was a road or path that he too was travelling, both physically as well as etherically! He shared with me that there were children on board and he was taking them to school!
Working as a ‘channel’ enables one to ‘let go’ and be in the flow of the interaction of both mother and son where each could connect without the necessary words but through touch and breath! As a ‘channel’ there is no text book process, nor a course that can produce the space which holds the vibrational frequencies within a particular dimension for mother and child to merge in the Oneness. The flow comes from ‘a channel’ being fully open to a process that is not completely understood or comprehended at the time as one steps out of the way in how a session or process is perceived as it unfolds. Moving from the conscious mind in ‘feeling and knowing’ what to speak is a total “trust” of how the process unfolds. Where to stand, to place one’s hands or to simply be guided to sit in a chair at times as I had with Candice in the first hour of her session, is all part of the “flow”, allowing both mother and child to journey where needed.
Any facilitator or therapist stands at the etheric door, holding the “love and the light” both, enabling each soul to step through, travelling where needed, whatever the age or consciousness. In reconnecting with the parts of the CrystaLoveLight Body when this space is able to be held, children in particular will move very quickly, therefore in just a matter of five seconds Taj stood at his mother’s feet, holding on with my hands over his, coming into each other’s vibration and within the same dimension for each soul. They merged through the heart and Taj’s spirit through his breath, blowing like ‘the wind’, also the Light that he too was able to ‘channel’ for his mother. Not to mention also the third soul present, his unborn baby brother!
Some weeks prior to this session with Candice, I had worked with three five year old boys and their mother’s, bringing them together for the first time. On previous occasions I had worked intensely with each boy and their mother individually, but with support from the mother’s and another assistant at the time, I was conscious of the dimension of the mother shifting and merging with their own child, also the ‘collective consciousness’ of all that they were connecting too throughout the day’s journey together. The process of ‘soul travelling’ through the various vibrational frequencies took place over a couple of days and nights with various activations, followed by two intense individual sessions for two of the boys. While some children hold their own personal story or memory, they also hold the ‘collective conscious’ stories through their grandparents, parents and in the subconscious, many pieces of a much bigger jigsaw puzzle.
The ‘separation’ from the Oneness through all parts is reflected through all families and again, I thank my own family for all that I have discovered, re-patterned within myself, now teaching the tools for making these shifts possible. Candice and Taj had consciously connected with each other throughout the session regarding a much “bigger picture”. Taj’s father, grandparents, extended family, challenged by health, relationship issues, their own "separation story from the mother", impacting through the emotional body are indeed assisted by awesome souls such as these CrystaLoveLight Children.
The Process is about ‘remembering the mother’ for it all begins and ends with her on many levels, throughout layers or dimensions! ‘Soul Travelling’ the pathways of light in several vibrational frequencies, also multi-dimensional. A Process, enabling one to fully connect with, as well as through the ‘Mother’ in the ‘water, earth and starry’ realms of consciousnes . The journey begins with the “intention”, followed by activations, necessary in feeling, seeing, hearing and knowing what conscious parts of the CrystaLoveLight body are unable to “be the love, light, or both”. Therefore these parts are lost, disconnected, depressed, angry and more, hence the “separation story”. The travelling “out” is about reconnecting and embracing these parts, only then can the journey ‘home’ be complete. The consciousness of the ‘water, earth and starry’ worlds assists a soul ‘birth’ the “love” in the heart and the “light” of the spirit. The “soul” then finds it way ‘home’ through the doors of the physical body, the most conscious and necessary part of the journey. The time needed for this ‘process’ is divine and unique for each soul!
The sessions with mother and child together are both profound and unique, but only possible when someone like my sister, the grandmother or other significant adult is available to keep watch over the young soul as well. The mother must be assured that her baby/child is safe in order for her to "let go" and "travel". In groups with two or more children, of various ages, it is essential for the flow for all, therefore other mothers and significant adults have come to understand the profound “trust” required in this ‘process’.